Wow… I’ve been missing for awhile. *dusts off her control panel* 
Lets start this off by saying… I’ve gone through many changes since October. Made some new friends… gotten closer to the ones I already have… been in DRAMA that wasn’t created by moi. SMH I don’t know why ppl try so hard to control others or situations that they can’t and then put on this whole “woe is me” facade for the sake of attention seeking. For men its just pathetic, and for women its just fuckin dumb… and pathetic.
I’m not gonna cry victim here cuz that’s not my style. My style is to just lay back in the cut and watch as things unfold. Case in point… last week I received an im randomly from someone looking to chat. The introduction screamed suspicious cuz they made it a point in teling me who they know or no longer know for that matter. I found that I was the topic of discussion on many occassions… still trying to understand why… but I don’t pay LL $10 a month to figure out shit like that.
In RL… I hate the holidays. Too many people are missing from my life and after losing my best friend a few months ago it just resurfaces the reminders of my fiance, daughter and parents. I did however put up a tree and managed to decorate it with no problems… well of course a few tears here and there… but its a healing process.
In SL I searched for the best tree I could find and have been insanely obsessed with it!! Lol it gives out presents to
